Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Change is in the air
I feel like I am ready to climb the walls. I want to go through the house and throw everything away. Go through my closet and throw everything out. Take everything off the walls and enjoy the emptiness. We just had some of the rooms in our house painted so most of the stuff is off the walls anyway. It feels fresh. This time of year is typically when really big changes have happened in my life...I guess I'm waiting for something to change. Of course it's "back to school" season and that was always exciting for me no matter what age I was...elementary, high school, college...I love going back to school. I happen to be in a Photoshop class right now. So, that's nice...I love to take classes. Then, it seems most of my relationships have begun or crashed in a firey demise around this time of year. I left my ex-husband on October 1st 2004. My parents seperated and divorced in the fall. I move in the fall (I've moved on average once a year for the past ten years...no joke.) I got remarried last October 6th. Sometimes I change jobs in the fall. Yep, anything major in my life seems to occur in the fall. I'm not sure what, if anything is changing this fall. But I've got the itch. Something should be changing, I just can't figure out what it is yet.